Crimes that are in the p-- are you fucking kidding me?!
[Well at least that gets him to stop staring off at the scenery, but the look he's fixing her with is one of utter incredulity. He's not sure how anybody could fail to have some sort of reaction to that news. He may not have gone into details about the things they'd done as Super High School Level Despair (though, to be fair, all he has to go on is what the fake Makoto told him, it's not like he remembers any of it) but if she was able to figure out that one of them had been responsible for putting Monokuma into the program, how had she not been able to figure out just how terrible their crimes were?]
[Thank god he opted to have this whole conversation in Japanese though so there'd be less of a chance of them being understood if they were overheard. Because his volume is definitely louder now than it was before. Though after his initial outburst, he does make a clear effort to get a hold of himself. Even though he manages to turn his volume down a little though, he's still speaking faster and more harshly than he would normally.]
Don't you get it? We helped destroy the world. We killed people, Koizumi, lots of people. We killed our friends, our own families!! [It probably comes as no surprise that there's a small crack in his voice when he says the word family. He sincerely doubts that he managed to make any friends in the time he forgot, but the thought that he might have killed his own family is a deeply disturbing one. Along with...other things he apparently did. Like self mutilation. At least he's opting to leave that part out.]
We helped start and continue a war that had no purpose other than the complete and total destruction of everything. Even after Enoshima died, we tried to carry on in her name. We were so goddamn lost to despair that I'm not sure you could even call us human anymore. Why do you think they had to all but fry our brains to make us normal again?! And we even managed to try and fuck that up, because you're right: we didn't intend to make it out of that program. Not as ourselves, anyway. One of us put Enoshima's AI into the program so that she could upload herself into our comatose bodies!
[Not naming names though because that's Hajime's sin to share, if he so desires. Along with his identity as Izuru Kamukura.]
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[Well at least that gets him to stop staring off at the scenery, but the look he's fixing her with is one of utter incredulity. He's not sure how anybody could fail to have some sort of reaction to that news. He may not have gone into details about the things they'd done as Super High School Level Despair (though, to be fair, all he has to go on is what the fake Makoto told him, it's not like he remembers any of it) but if she was able to figure out that one of them had been responsible for putting Monokuma into the program, how had she not been able to figure out just how terrible their crimes were?]
[Thank god he opted to have this whole conversation in Japanese though so there'd be less of a chance of them being understood if they were overheard. Because his volume is definitely louder now than it was before. Though after his initial outburst, he does make a clear effort to get a hold of himself. Even though he manages to turn his volume down a little though, he's still speaking faster and more harshly than he would normally.]
Don't you get it? We helped destroy the world. We killed people, Koizumi, lots of people. We killed our friends, our own families!! [It probably comes as no surprise that there's a small crack in his voice when he says the word family. He sincerely doubts that he managed to make any friends in the time he forgot, but the thought that he might have killed his own family is a deeply disturbing one. Along with...other things he apparently did. Like self mutilation. At least he's opting to leave that part out.]
We helped start and continue a war that had no purpose other than the complete and total destruction of everything. Even after Enoshima died, we tried to carry on in her name. We were so goddamn lost to despair that I'm not sure you could even call us human anymore. Why do you think they had to all but fry our brains to make us normal again?! And we even managed to try and fuck that up, because you're right: we didn't intend to make it out of that program. Not as ourselves, anyway. One of us put Enoshima's AI into the program so that she could upload herself into our comatose bodies!
[Not naming names though because that's Hajime's sin to share, if he so desires. Along with his identity as Izuru Kamukura.]