impheired: me look like im always in a bad mood, which is convenient because it’s usually true (sigh ♚  just...sigh)
Fuyuhiko Kuzuryu ※ 九頭龍 冬彦 ([personal profile] impheired) wrote 2015-05-23 11:45 pm (UTC)

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I...

[No. No, it doesn't. It really doesn't. Not the way kuzuryuu's looking at it, at least. Because, in the end, it means that the living and the dead are going to have to go back to being exactly that. CERES might be able to allow them to interact here but...they aren't going to stay here forever now, are they? And as soon as they have to go back to their respective realities...it's going to hurt. It's going to hurt a lot.]

[The truth is, he's not sure if he can deal with having his sister here for a while, knowing the whole time that he's eventually going to have to say goodbye. Especially if she doesn't KNOW that she's dead, the way she had during the snow storm. He hadn't been able to tell her the truth then, and he wouldn't be able to tell her the truth if she'd been brought here for real. That in and of itself would be enough to slowly kill him, but add in an inevitable farewell and...well, it's easy to see how the cons outweigh the pros. And why Kuzuryuu might hope to avoid it.]

[He sighs.]


I don't know. I really just don't have a good answer...to any of this, really. Don't misunderstand though, I'm not saying I'm like...morally opposed to the idea of them bringing dead people here or something. I just think it's kind of an unfair thing to do. But maybe I'm just looking at it too narrowly. [...] Or too selfishly.

[He kind of feels like no matter what he does in this situation, he comes off selfish. It's selfish to wish for his sister to show up, not knowing if she'd be cool with it or not. But it's also selfish to wish for her to NOT show up, just to spare himself some pain.]

But I don't agree that pointlessness is harmless. You've heard about Enoshima, right? She's a fucking stellar example of just how harmful something like pointlessness can be. So just...be careful about that line of thought there, alright?

[Please don't revert to despair, Gundam. He has no idea what did it to you, but there are just certain things that they all should take care to avoid because they can affect anyone.]

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